I need this

The beach, we shall meet again in 3 days...:)

And He rested...

If God took time out in a day to rest, then it is just fitting that man should do likewise.

The past days have been challenging-both physically and mentally.

I had too many commitments-both at work and outside work, that I hardly had time to just pause and find rest.

Plus the fact that I had an upcoming board exam (LET), which really stressed me out. Why? I didn't have the time to study. I only had a day or two to go through the reviewer. I would at times wake up at 2 am to read through some of the reviewer and then rest for about an hour again before I head to work.

This was the first time that I took an exam wherein I wasn't prepared at all. I simply relied on my stock knowledge, the tips from friends, and most importantly, on God.

The aftermath of this all? I saw myself in the doctor's clinic the day after, seeking advise as to how to deal with the terrible stiff neck. Doctor's advice: Medications and therapy.

This was the most excruciating pain I have experienced in my entire life. I can't even have the words to explain the kind of numbness that I felt. I literally cannot move my head. I can only look straight. Talking, walking and doing the normal routines took a lot of effort. I felt helpless. I was fidgety at first. How can I rest when I have tons of paperwork to attend to? Lord, do you really want me to rest? I asked.

If only He could answer me at that time, I know He would. It was very obvious that He wanted me to take my mind off work and to just rest. Rest, Rest and Rest.

Lord, thank you for a cause to pause...

I badly needed this.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to my favorite person in the world!

I thank God for you. :)

Enjoy your day!!! :p

In awe...

You are so Good to me

You heal my broken heart

You are my Father in Heaven,

You are so Good to me

You heal my broken Heart

You are my Father in Heaven...

You are Beautiful

My sweet, sweet, song

You are my Jesus

who loves me...

Thank you Lord.

For your grace

for your gentle pat every now and then

for your sweet rebuke and reminders..

For your faithfulness

that is new every morning.

Thank you Lord.

One day at a time...

I am deeply overwhelmed with the many blessings that God has been providing me.

When it rains, it really pours.

God, I don't know how I will manage to do everything in 2 months but I trust you fully.

I just need to believe and move forward.

Take that risk.

Simply, trust

timetable

For my thoughts are not your thoughts nor my ways your ways...

So true, Lord. Hands down.

Your words never fail.

I am in awe of how you have shown me that my plans are not at all final.

Your plans are still the best.

Tsk, tsk. I thought number 3 would go before number 4...but then you rearranged them.

Number 4, then number 3, then number 1.

Haha. I am still overwhelmed.

I'm slowly seeing the big picture...one step at a time..

:P

Dear God,

I continue to wonder how men and women can be totally different yet still complement each other.

I just want to thank you for every lesson learned and for every new discoveries that reveal how I am no way closer to how You model true love.

Nevertheless, I have realized that life is never meant to be lived alone. You have always wanted it to be enjoyed fully with someone.

Lord, who am I that I deserve someone who is drawing me closer and closer to your heart? :)

I don't deserve it but thank you.

Love,

Tanya