Sunday, February 28, 2010

A message to God

Dearest God,

The past months have been an incredible journey with you.
I would never exchange those moments with any other experience.
I have felt how it is to fully trust You with certain things in my life.
I may not totally understand how you have written down your plans for me
or how you have orchestrated things and will weave them altogether in the future,
Yet, I am most proud of how you have changed my heart.
You have taught me how to pray not for what I want, instead for what you want.
There is joy. Unexplainable joy. Peace. Peace that passeth all understanding.

God, I am waiting. I am trusting you with all of my heart.

Tanya

Friday, February 19, 2010

40 days of love

Our Bible Study group began the journey of discovering God's heart for relationships.
The 40 days of Love takes us to a deeper understanding of the relationship principles of Jesus.
We will look closely into the Scriptures to find out the life of Jesus, for indeed, He is the ultimate model for relationships.

For the next 6 weeks, our small group committed to learning about Love.
For the next 6 weeks, we agreed to meeting every Friday late afternoons.

Day 1: Love matters most..
If I don't live a life of love, nothing I SAY will matter

If I don't live a life of love, nothing I
KNOW will matter

If I don't live a life of love, nothing I
BELIEVE will matter

If I don't live a life of love, nothing I
GIVE will matter

If I don't live a life of love, nothing
I ACCOMPLISH will matter

1 Corinthians 13: 1 "If I speak in human or angelic tongues, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal..."


*Our small group is composed of UP Campus Crusade for Christ (UP CCC) alumni, who are presently taking their masters in U.P. We thank God for Ate Ellen's guidance in our small group*

Monday, February 15, 2010

discernment.

The Christian song goes, "Lord have your way in me..." I always play that song whenever I need to be reminded that God is the ultimate planner of our lives.

Today was a good day. I had my panel interview this morning. I would like to believe that I did my best. Although, my heart was beating so fast while I was on my way. I was smiling all throughout the interview.

Later this afternoon while driving home, I received a phone call from another possible employer. I never expected I would even pass through the first screening.

Lord, wherever you want. I'll follow.


:)

Monday, February 8, 2010

journal.

I do keep a journal. It is where I write down my dreams. I write down anything and everything I wish for and that I long for. Last year, I wrote down my wish list in terms of my professional career. I enumerated things that I want to accomplish and eventually experience as an early childhood educator.

I remember writing down wish # _________. The other day, I went back and read it again. I scratched my head, wondering how in the world that could happen. tsk. tsk. I pondered and told myself, maybe in time, maybe in time.

I received a call the other day. That call meant fulfilling that particular wish. God, what are you trying to tell me, now?

You win, Lord. Not my time table. I never expected that wish would ever be granted that soon.

I was humbled. I was reminded that my goal in life is not to gain comfort in this world, rather, it is to serve others in order to glorify God.

William Glasser wrote, "We learn...10% of what we read, 20% of what we hear, 30% of what we see, 50% of what we hear and see, 70% of what we discuss with others, 80% of what we experience, 95% of what we teach other".

I have always believed that the measure of your knowledge and expertise in the field lies in how well you are able to teach it to others.

A wish granted. An opportunity given once. Should I grab it?

Yes. I am going for it. Thank you Lord.

You sure know what's best.


okay Lord..:)

Watch to see where God is working and join Him there...

-Experiencing God series


"Don’t lose your focus, anticipate your future, activate your faith then pursue your dreams."

Doctor Tawandia Smith-Daniel (via eunichick)


Sunday, February 7, 2010

A step of faith.

I'd like to share what a friend and counselor told me when I was seeking his advice on my professional goals, he said,

I'm so glad and delighted for you tanya. keep listening to your heart. sabi nga ng isang "friend" ko, God's will resides in the deepest desires of our heart. i really believe that. and i know He opened this door for you at the right time. i think you know what to do now...you just need reassurance. dont fret. God gave you freedom of choice tanya. live in that freedom and enjoy! follow your heart because that's where God speaks. He'll take care of the rest.

Thanks Brother J. Thank you for always inspiring us, to pursue things that make us come alive. :)

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Reaching the top is like finishing the race




Reaching the top of the mountain is like finishing a marathon.
It is priceless. It is momentous.
It is hard work yet it is all worth it.